Harry's first day

Lets just say we were off to a great start. Woke up nice and early made the boys breakfast and got Harry into his new uniform. We finally get to school get told to go at the room at the back. Harry was so excited playing with shells. Then it was time to say goodbye and I didn't cry. I don't think Harry realised we had to go. But as I said my final goodbye he brings on the waterworks ( as harsh as it sounds I should of gone) Then a nice teacher informs me his in the wrong classroom as that is Steiner room. So go to the next room and by that time Harry is crying so much he won't let go of my legs and so I was just stuck. His teacher was helpless at this stage they are not sure this is his room either. I had Andre cracking at me because he was late for work. I had Harry crying so much and the other parents just looking at me an Andre having a stressed out conversation. His teacher finally said will just take him and give him extra care. He really really cried he wouldn't let go of the doorways, I knew the teacher was just looking at him like a problem child and his not he just has separation issues at times. So I said goodbye and Harry cry's " mummy don't go" that is when I just broke down. I really hope he has settled down now and made some friends. I miss him so much but I am loving the freedom. Ben is in grumpy mood because he had to wake up early today. We're going to have to get used of this.