Hurt the ones you love.

Just when things are going good between my partner and myself, i had to go and stuff it up. I don't know why i do it i just do. I never was meant to lie but i did and i got caught out. I am in no way meant to be dodgy or hurt others but sometime my reaction to thing is to hide it and i did so i wouldn't upset him, but now i have upsetting him more. I need to stop thinking about myself and put my family first. I have got to learn to just be upfront. That is what i need to do. I am sorry i have hurt you.